M I MAD???

Throwin tantrum is not a goood way of releasing anger, but i alwiz do. I juz cant control it whenever i feel annoyed especially when my mum shouted at me bout tis bout tat. I juz couldnt control it juz like she does. Haiizzz tat s why we alwiz quarrel izzit?? My wonderful day had juz ruined. I really dont like to be oredered to do sumthin when i watchin movie when ii restin n when i was doin sumthin else. I dint mean to threw tantrum but i juz dont like while i was watchin, it suppose to be my rest time the only time i hv. Now it has gone no mood to watch anymore now.
N then She is now really mad wif me showin her temper infront of me, I really get mad for tat not dare doin anythin infront of her not even dare to see her. I really really feel like goin out now. GOing anywhere which i can escape from allll this HAIIIZzzz. Boss n MUm OMG, both is enuf to ruin up my life. I really really really dont hope i m exist in tis world. I M NOT EXISt it would be better NO pain NO gain. Is flat nothin happen or forever unconcious, CAn i be tat, impossible!!!!! Dont dream bout tat!!!! I was juz the 'lucky' one to be chosen to live here hehehhe so lucky.

HEy everyone!!! All of us ll hv the same prob. once in our life. Let s fight wif it together for our Happyness CHEERS that everythin ll become better one day. Hope and dream for the nice day for us. Work hard buddy!!!!!

Remember, we can grumble but we still need to work hard to show everyone we r good we r the best becuz we hv tomolo we hv future..............................

Is breaktime !!!!

OMG, when i ll say it out loud, i m havin a most tiring life ( not really). But for me, it does tiring. Taking two jobs ( part time) while studyin is not really a good idea. First of all it s not good when u wish to hv a break after u get home, taking a rest and feelin relieve, tat s another job waitin for u. WAKAKKAKA it s not really a good idea. Well, no choice, i was partially broke becuz of fees, shoppin fees, shoppin hahhahha. That s wat i hv to pay for ( who wan to sponser me??? ) No one, then i hv to depend on myself n my mum LOL.



But that s good to keep me away of thinkin bout u, thinkin some nonsences or thinkin some irreality things ( dreamin). Though life is tiring, is good to hv dream while u were workin unconciously, dreamssss make u awake aahahhaah. But i m tryin not to dream becuz it s cuz me headache. It has been 4 days i hvg headache, not really tortured but it make me not to concentrate. Even the most sour food cant wake me up when i was in unconcious condition.



But i m doin quite well now,

becuz i hv a secret recipe ahahhahaha .....

SLEEP EARLIER AND WAKE UP EARLIER aahahhaahahhahah



if u really hv a lot of work to do n exam is comin, the best way is to sleep b4 12 and wake up b4 3. IT keeps us to remember much more the things we read and get more energetic in the next mornin. But headache definitely cannot be avoided.



Wake up b4 3 n hv a cup of tea. Save more time n hv more time to finish up all the stuff but maintin our health ( hopefully) ahhahahhaahhaha



Have a break, and hv a cup of tea..............



NEVER RUIN UR LIFE WIF TIRENESS becuz we came here to LOOk For HaPPineSS

Creative Class

Wooww, everyone think tat s a interestin class but not for me.. Is borin n meaningless class for me. Haiizzz especially becuz i really dislike sewing n then drawin especially makin story book. i hav to struggle to come out wif an idea but my mind is totally empty. Caant think of anythin for the story book, hope tat my sis was here... She is really good in drawin haiiizz though i was her sis but not good in it at all aahahha ( diff genetic). Heaaaddache but hv to do it anyway.

So sleepppyyyy, today woke up super early to compamy my mum to the mornin market ahahaha then the most funny thing happened in the market was i cant keep close to my mum n then i got lost ahahhahahaah. But she should noe i m holdin a lot of things n then cant catch up her pace sooo unfair n after tat hv to get scolded by her too. Mornin market hv too many ppl. IS hard to see where was she n then catch up loooolll.

Stomach pain the whole day edy, dunno y n then feell dizzy n headache now. It make me think of a song ( old McDonald has a farm). ---- Old little wq very pain yee ya yeee ya o. Here pain there pain everywhere pain pain .. Old little wq very pain yee ya yee ya o........... Nice soong rite??
i cant believe i m 21 tis year so sad my sweet 18 happy 19 n adventurous 20 goin to endddd ( 2 n a half month more) i really really wish the day wont come true. But true is alwiz cruel, we cant escape but to face it. The way that we can change it to be a happy scene is to take care of our health our skin our body.................. everythin!!!!


NEVER LET Our AGE TO DECIDE OUR LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We hav
Bio Yung,
Lo Hong Ga hmmm
COLLAGEN hmm
TERRIMEE n then
NEW YORK n then
NANO WHITE
OLAY UV WHITE n then
SK 2 n then we hv
BIO ESSENCE n then
BIOTHERM n then
THE BODY SHOP n then
Brands n then
Herbal life
Amway
Ecosway
old grandmother way

to keep us young.

So take care galsss ( oopss i forgot Vitamin M-- money)

I HATE CENTIPEDE

Tis the 2nd time i hv bitten by centipede, i hate it and quite pain, the centipede is like 10cm long went into the bathroom while i was takin bath ( tryin to peep me but it have no eyes luckily ahhaa) so bad maybe it juz too love me ( jokin) n it climb to my foot and bite me ( it hated me) so baddd!!! Another lesson for me, the first aid book haven mentioned anythin about the treatment and signs or symptoms of centipede bites OMG i hav to do research again. Y ME?? i juz dunno y those insects really like to choose me to bite or suck my blood oopsss is pain i have bitten by leech three times as i went for camp once and mountain climbing twice haiz. Each time i go, i will sure see the leech under my foot sucking my blood after i take off my shoes so bad i hated leech too though it wont frightened me but it really irritate me haizzz. PLSSS STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!!! Now the problem is does the centipede poisonous?? Yes it is but it is not not toxic enuf to be deadly like snakes do. Normally u ll see swellin on the place it bites, since the swell is not there i consider tis centipede is not a toxic becuz it is not tat big juz leave it so lol.........
PLSSSS dont come near me again!!!!!! ( to all the insects including mosquito i warn u if not i goin to buy bats as my pet to eat u all!!!!!! ) I ll revenge!!!!

Valentine Celebration

Nice?? ahhahaah both of us made it, i made the Potatoes Salad and he made the Bacon rolled wif mushrom and the Salmon ahahaha. So happy to hv ttis successful Dinner but after we made it, dont feel like eatin it anymore. Maybe was becuz we feel hard to finish up it after workin hard of makin it hehe. Funny things is normally ppl will fried the Bacon few slices together ahhaha we fried it one by one n even the salmon oopsy we bought the wrong salmon fish at Jusco supermarket its bone was much more than its meat ahhahaha. But the Salmon is the best thing to eat for tat dinner. Is quite crispy and hmm dry and oily wakakkaa. Actually i think the potatoes was nice la juz no one noe how to enjoy it, taste it so sad after so much of work, the potatoes ( half of it) was used to feed the DUSTBIN haiz so sad sad bad bad. FINE, at least the dustbin enjoyed it and ate them all. BAAAAADDDD !!!! EHHE, the best part of the nite was after we cleaned up all the stufff sitting down relaxed and enjoy the Champange i bought. THe nite hadnt end yet, he tricked me to play a game he made after he learned Programmin eeheh I added up our birth date numbers untill it became a single number n then added up the numbers of the letters of our name Guess wat i get after tat?? IS A GRAPH SHOWIN A LOVE SHAPE have anyone did tat to gf?? i think less ppl had do tat but anyway let start it it is special and sweeeett and touching. EHEHHE

THE END OF 13 April 2009

We went to Look out Point near Pekan Ampang on Valentine nite ahaaha as we promised to ehee is really nice there and u can see the whole KL. THe scene is nice there and u probably get chill by the cold air up the hills aaha. Here s come my valentine present a rose but is almost wilt now so sad but it can be used to make a bookmark or a hmmm dried flower it ll be nice too rite? I really hope i can keep it longer or forever though tis juz the 2nd time in my life received ROSES but then but it sthe most meaningful roses i have ever received........... Missing him now eehhee

Valentine Ended get back to study now ahaa wake up wake up from dream now get back to reality aahhaha

你要的爱 我明白

虽然经常梦见你
还是毫无头绪
外面正在下这雨
今天是星期几
But I don't know
你去哪里
虽然不会怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己
我明白
我要的爱 会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏
你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

LOST

Lost is a pain that we ll been through in our lives. My pregnant fren T Linda, just lost two babies who are juz goin to be delivered in 1 month plus time. It sure a hard time for her losting her babies. Those who read tis blog of mine, plss treasure the time the things the people and the life u have even those who made u angry, made u sad or made u hate. Life is long journey to go, possible u ll lost them the next second the next minute or the next day. Have you ever think that, treasure the time that u hv wif them before is too late, before it becomes a nostalgia of ur life. Though u might lost them one day, but u ll have the best memory that u have wif them.

I am a stupid gal that never hv appreciate what i hv, including my life my family. Quarrels are juz common among my family, but i nvr hate them, is juz sumtime i do let them down. I regret for that, wat i did i say do really hurt them, make them worry. Ya perhaps all of us hav the authorities the right to do wat we want or wish to, but the world is juz not urs. B4 u try to say sumthing or do sumthin plsss think to the person that love s u care bout u and right beside u. Is juz never the same. U r not alone in this world, there are still others around u that need u. Especially those who tried to suicide, hav u ever think that..... me too tried to end up my life b4 thinkin that life is juz a hard long way to torture us. But it isnt the same when u think of others, something or somebody do treasure and care ur life so if u dont wan it juz think of those who really wanted it care for it