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Sunday, December 7, 2008

Nice rite the picture ??


He went back to singapore today, i never miss him tat much b4. Perhaps i never experince b4 cant talk to him for more than 3 hours eheheheheee. Is time for me to learn to acclimatize it. He is goin to Japan soon wow it must be a really hard time for me, cant see him for a week not even wif the webcam, no phone call, how i goin to pass through that week, struggle for tat week, i really dunno. Maybe exam can make me feel better ahhhaaaa i havin exam by tat time. Exam more important ofcuz eheee so juz leave him let go, n study exam study exam continuosly until he come back. Then we sure will have a nice vocation after tat eheee, i really hope so. But i need a time to shop too after exam, welll dunno who will really wanna shop wif me or else i hv to shop alone. TIme to study...........

Monday, December 1, 2008











See finally we made it, we went to Aquaria near KLCC and really a fantastic experience there, the picture i took together wif him, hohohohoo know why both of us were not holdin camera but we can take it. This is becuz of me eheehehee showin pity face to ask the an mo take it for us n then the an mo super funny and very unlucky becuz the first two time, those ngek ngekssss blocking the camera, n then he had to wait until they gone only he manage to take our sweet picture. But the funny things is, he had no idea how to use the phone to take the picture, after he tried for few times only he manage to press the button deep inside and " clik" the photo is there. Wohohohohho but super paiseh, his dearest father showin us the dark face waitin for him to finish up the photo session n then to visit another part. Oopsy daisy so sorry to him. In the darker part, he was juz busyin wif his phone to turn it to flash light, n then he couldnt make it ahahhahahaha, tats his phone but he couldnt make it so funny and then i hv to stand there wif a pose waitin for him to move, going on wif another cute underwater animal. Woooo the best part is under the water, a lot oof sharks stingray wif lonnnnngggg tail n then wif a cute stone fish swimming above us ahhaaaaa, it was nice like i m swimmmin together wif then but they couldnt eat me........ n thhen we walked to the exit........
THE DAY NOT END YET, becuz we still have our MOVIE moghty " BOLT", actually not at all, it juz a super special, touching and funny cartoon. The "BOLT" dog is juz an actor wow but then it is cute ehehehehee if i hv a dog like it, i ll never let it gone away from me, becuz is juz safe when u hv it by ur side and it can be a peer a loyal and trustworthy peer.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's likeTo be like me
To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's likeTo be like meTo be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my lifeNo one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Though this is an out dated song by simple plan, but it was the style up dated in my life now, i used to like tis song very much, but i dont understand it, but juz now when i listen to tis song, i feel like it was a copyright of my life now.is bout me, probably not juz me who was tat unlucky but there more who have the same unfortune like me. Real world, the real society, is so dark. Even in school, college was scary to me now, feel harder than moving a huge rock when the night end and the new day coming when i have to start working and go to college after that. Where i have to listen to stupid lies and see big fake smile. There is a home, but a cold home, where no one know me more, know how unhappy i m, n keep puttin oil on the fire. All i can do is juz hide inside the room not screamin but turn on de comp and listen to songs wow, how bore my life is. U noe how s my world like. I go to work everyday, and see the most fake face in my life, i really hate talkin about others, but i dunno y she so hate me until she wanted to do all those evil things to me not juz me probably. A so call fren of mine, ya dunno wat she think really becuz she alwiiz say she dunno me (perhaps jokin) to others. Infront of me she might be real good but super wicked behind of me. At 1st i dont believe other colleauge bout her but not juz one who told me but a lot wow, whenever i did sumthin tat might irritate her, her bad words about me will non stoppin to others teacher. But is okie, i dont mind, becuz it was part and parcel of workin life. Even to the senior teacher, the principle and assistant principle, my image has all gone( some i admit i did wrongly carelessly). The worse things is i have to study and work together wif her. Gosh, becuz of her, i hv to be all alone, alone and alone. Ya the so call best fren of mine, the one and only fren tat i can close wif hv gone. Becuz of her big fake mouth, she knew i dunno about the presentation, i juz bring my thumbdrive incase there will be a presentation, but she lie infront of everyone. Oh gosh, i alwiz convince myself that tis is part and parcel of life. Besides, the gal that tot i lie to her about the presentation, we use to be close, and she did told bad about the gal workin wif me( a lot), but suprisingly, after the incident they were close than ever hahaha, fake laugh fake smile. All fake but real world.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Is another bad day, today as usual i went to work, went to college, but the worse things is i got my mid term result, and is too bad, my result drop compare to the last semester. Today i was unusual calm that normally i will burst and tears leak out from my eyes but not today. Izzit that i not concern to my result anymore, no ofcuz not i think..... i need to cope up for my final now obviously, if i dint do extremely well for my final i cant maintain my 3.5. The only hope now is my final, the chances to score in Final is limited, summore with trainings b4 that, all i can hope for is miracle that the lecturers will give us some how easier question ahahaha. Sounds like impossible, but then that s wat i can hope for now or else i could have just givin up and stop studyin becuz i noe that i will forget everythin i study too after that if i study now. GOSH, i have a new song to play and is from Debussy, ya the song is super nice but i hv no time for it now, this sat class, all i can do is juz sight read and play as well as i can ahahaha, so sorry to the teacher who teach me but i really dont hv time to practise now. Oops i cant even remember the title of the song wahahahaha, good luck to me

Monday, November 17, 2008



tis better


This was wat the other group did which was nice too but then theirs was a school model




























This our group work our piece de resistance, is nice and wow we took a long time to do finish up it. From 9th Nov to 14 Nov ahahahaha, is on sunday, my group member came to my house and we all did all together, though doin this project - classroom model we have a lot of mis communication but finally we did it, and i think it is a wonderful job but hopefully de lecture will give us a higher mark for this model. This semester my result getting worse and worse and i lost 5 mark for my course work becuz i miss my quiz sad sad........... haiz so damm afraid that my result will becum worst this time. Hv to study now janne